The past..3 weeks to almost a month or so, I've dealt with shit I never saw coming anytime soon. To cut things short and not make this a huge myspace/facebook rant, the relationship I was in for 3 years came to an abrupt stop, and I was dropped in favor of somebody else. I've been through, excuse the cliche phrase, what feels like hell and back. So what have I been doing? Running.
Unfortunately, at this time, my living situation permits me to be living next to my now ex, and that's just no good. Running away from the place has been probably not the best idea, but finding new friends to hang out with and things to do has also not been such a bad experience in it self. I've been big into listening lots of music again (thank you Korn for always relating with my anger), and either being distracted by homework, video games, or friends has been allowing me to forget.
*Above: Second released song from Korn's next album The Path of Totality, Narcissistic Cannibal (featuring Skrillex and Kill the Noise).
The is the first big break up I've ever had to experience, and I'm sure I'm not the only one who has had to deal with stuff like this. What do you find your best escape to me? Not even just anything like this, but for any sort of problems.
When I ended my first real, big relationship, I drank all the time, listened to blues, and slept a lot. That's not a good idea at all.
ReplyDeleteOnce I stopped being a lush, I focused on myself. I got my grades up, started running, and focused on my family and friends. Luckily, our mutual friends didn't let the break up encourage them to take sides, so shit didn't get awkward.
Good luck with everything.